well its been a while no journals im happy what else do i need to say

well i didnt know if i should make this into a poem or what but im just gonna start going ................... its that time tommroow im 18 and you wanted to be there for it but you cant and its been almost a year since i saw you and i miss you i wish you could be here to see what ive done but you cant although you are watching me from above we will see each other again but its just not the poiunt i wish you were here to see what ive accomplished youd be proud ...... i just had to get it out i feel i needed to but anyways i love you and miss you peace

Finally i have reached a point i am so happy right now i just had to say it i have a beautiful girlfriend which i deeply care for i have friends that are helping me right now and are just being there for me and to everyone helping me and suporting me i just wanna say thank you and i live all of you.